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GIFT! -Akame- Shiya

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First Sign

Yey watercolour

omj

#iemecry

Doraemon -Stand by Me-

 Yeeey~ TS mau pamer #telat

Iya kok udah telat banget :'>

Ini ceritanya tentang awal ketemunya doraemon sama nobita. Terus doraemon bertugas ngebuat nobita bahagia. Terus dia nikah sama shizuka (awalnya dia mau nikah sama adiknya giant). Tapi ngga diliatin nikahnya..
Terus nobita bahagia
Terus doraemon balik ke masa depan
Terus nobita nangis
Terus nanti ketemu lagi
(lol)

Emotions

If you still not sleep up until 11 PM

Your emotions become crazy.   

You become so wild.

Sometimes, it makes you really angry, sad, happy, tiring or whatever that makes you feel free and crazy.

Even if you still not sleepy  in that hour.

Your body won’t grow.

And your IQ become little bit stupid

Sometimes, if you really really sad.

It makes you want to die early.

Because you though, there’s no one who wants you again.

And it better id you just dissapear.

No one love you.

You’re alone, like a freak.

You build your own life without noticing your own ‘’real life’’.

It better if you doesn’t exist.

Always pretending that you’re happy everytime.

But you’re not.

You hurting yourself with your own pain.

It hurts isn’t?

Die die die

No one sad if you die.

Suicide

Take your knife

Cut your skin

Cut your hand

No one cares

No one do.

Your mind full od jealousy

It never enough

You need more attention

More friends

More more more..

But you can’t

Want to die for one day.

And see who the first people who cry for you.

How much?

Who?

Are you really important for them?

If it no one, what will you do?

Keep hiding, runaway.

Pretending that you’re already dead and build your life again?

Hurry up and die

No one will noticed.

Hurry up!

Before your anger kill someone else.

You’re just a trash in this world.

It’s unfair world for you.

Hurt

Hurt

Hurt

Destroy anything to cath an attention.

Bad girl Bad boy.

Just die die die die

God is never sleep.

Why you don’t try to pray?

Dissapear

Is tha you want to ask isn’t?

Cry more

Cry

Cry until your tears become blood.

Cry until God feel pity for you.

Then makes you dissapear.

If you do.

You’ll be happy.

Really happy.

But you will try to notice your real life

Bu what you get is people who crying for you.

Keep crying for your cold body.

Then you regret your own wish.

Try to get back

But you can’t

Blame yourself.

‘’I’m here. I’m not dead yet’

Pregnancy

When i was a child

I thought every child who was abonden by their parents

Is  the one who hated by them.

Because i’m too scared

If i’ll be like them.

I pretend to be a good girl.

Without mistake.

When i was a child,

I thought rising a child

is like rising a pet.

If it died we can buy or make the other one.

When i was a child,

my mother told me if we were

want to born a child.

Is like we must choose

Between death or your baby.

But i’m not that stupid

for choosing my baby

than my life.

But my mother said,

‘’You don’t understand yet, a baby’’

When i was already and adult.

I got married with my husband.

One day, i’ve already pregnant.

I rise my baby who still in my stomach carefully.

I really love my baby.

When i about want to born my baby.

The doctor said,

‘’You must choose between your baby or your life’’

My husband really shock.

Then he was begging me to save my life first.

It’s really hard to choose.

Because two of them is really important for me.

I really want to save my life.

But my heart won’t let me said it.

With eyes full of tears.

I said to them that i choose my baby’s life.

My husband still begging me

But i keep pushing

Push until my baby was born.

When i hear my baby’s voice.

I thought i can hold it.

I’ll give it a name

Rise my baby with love.

And grow old with my beloved.

But i can’t